Don't always say that I get good result

Maybe you never get the feeling of "lose" therefore you never scare to show ppl ur result but I'm. I afraid to show ppl my result or even let ppl know about it because I afraid one day when my result drop from 1st to last all people will look down at me and wont be frenz with me. My parents want a child who can graduate from U n earn much money, but I'm not the person yet so I cant show them the result. Unfortunately, my parents opened the letter, what I can say is----"A" is easy to get (to not make them too happy or disappointed in future if their son cant graduate from diploma),that's y i never show my parents my college result unless i graduate from UTAR, i guess my age cant afford me to do so. Don't say "U" first, look at my current situation, I still cant understand what the lecturer taught in class last week, how about if my result lose my classmate ( old n new),can i stand up again?I can chase my target to get higher n higher marks but once i go down i will forever down until 0,i know myself very well. What I hope is plz dun say my result in front of anyone or anywhere, I admit that I scare lose, so plz i beg to all of you dun speak it again from next week.I just want to become an ordinary student in class not the famous student in class. TQ

just try u best... nobady are the prefect eccept the student are clover and intelligence or they always study hard plz....